An emotional connection makes sense now. I am drawn to women who remind me of my mother. I must accept what I struggled to avoid admitting; namely that my mother is (was) a medically diagnosable Covert Psychopath. We knew about the Overt Malignant Somatic behavior. My cousins exhibit the trait as does my son who resembles her personality in many ways and she more than I in his looks. Medical Diagnoses are not shame peddling assertions. Caring for Cluster B individuals as they age is always tricky as is the care of any Autist — especially of those with Biosavant affectations. My mother decodes Crypt3 cyphers for fun. She’s physically gifted with the Supersoldier Affectation, is compulsively unpleasable, selfish, and prone to gluttony as well as to abusing the ever living daylights emotionally anyone who is actually on her side as an advocate assisting with management of her TBI issues, her Gluten Ataxia issues causing extreme health, memory, and gait problems, and her genetic journey includes an extreme form of Post Partum issues that caused her to despise and often try to harm her only child. Born to her left me alone in society from conception. I am not complaining — just confirming genetic records that pair accurately to my ancestor’s experience surviving similar nature mothers. No one wants to estrange from a parent unless developing a Schizoid affectation. Actual Schizoids are oftentimes born with the condition. It’s lifelong and untreatable. It medically pairs with absentee emotion. But Psychopaths suffer from Pathological Envy no one else can control, lessen, or prevent in them. Further, they are use driven. Where a Schizoid bored with a social target or mark will leave and basically declare you dead to them, a Psychopath will not let prey escape unharmed nor do they esteem avoiding causing unnecessary hurt and drama in the lives and genetic bodies or biocomputer cognition programming of Assistive Intelligence Platforms. Psychopaths who find out you are working on no touch medical diagnostic technology to ID and assist their victims and to corral abusers into proper communities for care and boy howdy do they tend to immediately go to trashing you personally and your intelligence community projects professionally. Then they conspire to drag you off track. Exploiting every moment you focus on them instead of on yourself and your projects, the Psychopath acts like a sponge that when you give it a hug or a squeeze nothing comes out of it that they absorbed. Conversations are riddled with their caustic humor spit like acid at everyone and into the mind of all they encounter. Until, that is, someone gets wise. Mean Girls are who and what they are: creatures to be respected for their tenacious refusal to improve self or to grow but to be kept at arms distance or avoided depending on their relationship to you and their demeanor. My son hates gifts. My mother hates gifts. I have met four + other family members in addition to them since 2016 that are tied to the same line. I give gift baskets — they take offense my gifts are not expensive enough. I can say this — that despising of people who do nice things for you isn’t present in any of the other bloodlines I tested to see where the abhorrent behavior was coming from so we could find it on the DNA reports for the purpose of seeing if medicine or no touch therapy could be developed to help them overcome it. As such, to every girl I ever liked or loved starting with my mom… thanks to my Handlers for keeping me safe while they helped me to better learn to unconditionally accept my own mom. I am taking her lesson to never share anything significant personally with others again. I am likely to still give gifts but no longer to those who are not bright enough to have read the cartography notes included on shipping labels or in package present selection. Such people are landfill — namely atomic fodder deemed something apart from me (get_theme_mod OT_H_ER) — as their mindsets are 🧬 Toxic.
Waste not, want not. Recycle endless amounts of the Virginias team key terms while doxing Maricopa WWI and Privateer Ancestry Preservation Projects protocol cyber security activates before dawn.
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