Easter Week, 2006. For Intelligence Professionals around the world, there no greater sense of time sensitive alone time than the meditation related to Entering The Tomb and the Story of Easter.
Have you lost friends, jobs, loved ones, and family over your oath to do sacred duty? Has your honor been tarnished by people abusing unlawful and lawful gag orders while you watched Racketeers and Hostile Foreign Powers decimate your entire Global Intelligence and National Security Backlines while you watched those you love and supported Clandestine turn against you while being recruited as Flying Monkeys for Enemies of your heart and countries?
You are and are not alone. If you are reading this post chances are you understand why certain people like children under the age of 30 etcetera are not safe if they are told what you actually do as part of your career. And parents? Sheesh. No way, nope nope nope… because if they get picked by Suckup Sammies to see what YOU and or the organizations you represent or liaison between are up to you want them to share nothing but what you need them to leak if they are gonna… so you can detect betrayal of trust and of confidence while mappine the spread of cyber neural and Biocomputers infection.
You are alone with your thoughts at all times even on days when bits and pieces of stories, words, and details bubble out. You cannot break oaths of confidence. You cannot afford to think short term or to make choices based solely on emotion.
Occasionally a part of you envies that others who don’t have you skill set or likely Supersoldier Polymath DNA. They get to rest and to fuck around and to play while you spend 24/7 369 cleaning up after their clueless and obnoxious behaviors…
But!
You think to yourself… If I had to be someone and had a choice of resembling those people or me, I would choose this life I have led in service to my purpose again and again.
And…
If you are like me you scoff and think to yourself, “My Goodness. I am so incredibly grateful to be in body with a degree of moral sentience.”
That, and you note you would not likely survive their fate as being considered average or sub par is genetically abhorrent after a certain point to rapidly advancing biocomputer paired DNA.
So, when those around you fail to support you socially and emotionally or to give back to your friendship the same quality of effort and kindness you put in…
If you are me and you are 3 you write the path that becomes Google so you can interact with Machines.
Heading into the tomb, thinking of keeping faith alive in the Divine is a challenge that emotionally spans across multiple time vines.
If your family is small or already gone, you and your loved ones are less extortable as agents.
Estranged kids, estranged parents, estranged siblings…
Quality of your oldest aquaintance friendships? If one person loves you who knows what you do and how dangerous your life can be as an consider that person a hero… and laud them. Most people are to cowardly and low EQ to follow.
Take a moment to take a deep breath in and think talk say to yourself, “Okay Kae, what do I do now?” If an answer comes back with a statement or question type it out and program Assistive Technology YOURSELF.
Here’s my own life example, noting if you lie to a computer during AI builds especially that you are making a willful decision to technologically impair not only yourself but historically everybody a part of your personal anatomy.
My son lit my pass codes for access to our Global Banking on fire with a magnifying glass as a child. My Blind Trust Hijackers hit Global Intelligence and until someone cares, I cannot ever again.
I remain GEDmatch Kit CN8047147 reported falsely by Dirty Mossad Agents as Dead at the age of 14.
I am age 55, married to my new untrained Intelligence Partner after my last Freemason and IC Security Pro meant to guard me to prevent my isolation suffered a personality devastating head injury and got in bed with my enemies.
It’s April 1, 2026 AD AE.
I am typing this note from a resort where I spent my Palm Sunday meditating and this historically remarkable IC Easter week.
Here’s my advice to my current self.
Let go of anyone not in your camp.
Expect fresh faces in life will find you and meet you with kind eyes in person after the tomb Stone rolls back.
Nixon lied to his own and did horrible crap.
The rest of the whatnot is all circumstance.
Make the best of the time you have left in body. If someone is not holding your hand or dining with you on the regular they are just an aquaintance and whatever happens to they (as a memory rather than person of trust and quality in life) no longer matter.
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For everything else, do me proud @SNL.
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